Healing Journey Beginnings

Today I am going to begin again.  I have been trying to get this Blog going for over 20 years!  I have always had a general idea of what I was trying to create, I wanted this to be a resource for sharing all the interesting and helpful healing, thoughts, and things that have help me be the person I am becoming.  I have been a work in progress, and really was not confident enough to share the process because I did not feel like I had arrived at a place that would truly be helpful to others.  The truth is it is not about arriving it is the Journey.

My Journey is getting more and more interest these days, and I can look back and see how the beginning discoveries are still important resources I use to this day.  My main mentor, Dr. Wayne Dyer, was the catalyst that got me to start questioning myself as to who I truly am. I read his first books,  "Your Erroneous Zones" and "Pulling Your Own Strings" as a married mother of two, my marriage in question.  I was trying to find myself, and looking for a relationship with God that I resonated with in my heart.  That was when the real first steps were taken back in 1992.

There was something missing within me and I could not quite put my finger on it.  Love seemed illusive and vague. The love I had for my children, unconditional,  was never questioned, never any doubt there. The problem was me not feeling loved or unable to really feel I was lovable or was it my inability to receive love?  I lived in my head a lot, and not really good at expressing my feelings, because mainly they changed with the wind. I have kept things inside for most of my life, becoming my own therapist and reading everything I could get my hands on.

This is where I am beginning today, going back through some of the resources, books were my go to in the 90's basically the only choices I had.  Money to purchase all the high end things like retreats, spas, or workshops that would maybe have upped the progress a little faster was in short supply.

  However and whatever it takes to excavate our soul purpose,:  we all will get there by many different paths.  I am finally seeing the light after 28 years in and out of this tunnel, and I sure do hope it is not another train.!!!  Seriously,  Light and Love have always been there just waiting for me to awaken from the illusions I created so I could grow and expand in Divine Time.  This time the light is coming from within me and lighting the way.  I am excited to see where we are going!!

 Nameste 

I am happy to say I have now been using CBD oil for nearly a month.  I started out with a small dose for first couple of weeks, and only once a day in the morning.  When I began taking CBD  I was having some significant pain in my back and legs.  I feel like the tincture of CBD reduced the inflammation, and therefore made my pain decrease with a relaxed feeling.  Nothing dramatic, very subtle overall release of tention.  So, now I have increased the dose to 1 dropper full of a 475 mg of CBD full spectrum solution, processed with ethanol extraction.  I went with this choice, and bought it locally from brick and mortar establishment, for it’s affordable price point.  The company Lazarus, chooses to keep their cost down to ensure those on a limited budget can afford to purchase.  I really liked this fact, because just starting to learn about the benefits, and only experimenting for myself, I did not want to throw a lot of money out yet!  I’m still not convinced that CBD tincture is the best method of use.  I have heard my friends say they have benefited more, received faster direct relief from using topical salves.  I intend to try the topical application the next time I get the chance. Thanks and have a blessed day

Hemp vs CBD Oil ?

Today I spent almost all of my day reading and researching hemp and CBD oil  products online. 

There is an abundance of information out there.  I found a site called Healthy Hemp Oil,  that had the most readable and useful research all in one place. They review the products and also offer the products on their site.
  
I haven't ordered any as of now, but intend to give it a try.  Mainly for stress, and some joint pain.  I have a few friends that have gotten the results they were looking for in their choices.  Next week I will get on the band wagon, and give my opinion as I experiment.  I'd really like to become more knowledgeable so that I can recommend to those I know could benefit from a safe and honest company.  Until then Peace and Love

New Beginnings

And so it is over 10 years since I created this blog.  I did not know what to do with it, and life happens.  Now, I am intending to use this site again to hopefully share my interest, and resources that I have found to be helpful in my own life journey.  I continue to use aromatherapy daily, continue to learn and practice meditation, I have read books that renewed and inspired my interest in spirituality and my relationship with God. 

I also would like to bring in to the blog some creative endeavors with freestyle quilting using fabric as paint. More to come on that subject.  Picture quilts of herbs and other beautiful and natural healing images.  Stay tune :-)

Thats all for now, just wanted a post that gives me a new beginning in this new to me platform once again.  My hope is that it will fill my heart with joy, as well as, anyone that this blog may find who shares a love of all things healing...thoughts or things.  Love, Peace, and Healing to All

Today is the first day of the rest of my life.

This is the first step toward my new adventure of writing about things that inspire and interest me. I have so many interest, and now I have found a new way to express myself.

Ten years of soul searching, and getting in touch with my true self has been humbling, and rewarding. I have accumulated a lot of information on health, spirituality, herbal remedies, and aromatherapy. I look forward to sharing this knowledge in future postings.

I am new to this blogging idea, so bare with me as I stumble to get my voice.