Thursday, March 26, 2020

Healing Journey Beginnings

Today I am going to begin again.  I have been trying to get this Blog going for over 20 years!  I have always had a general idea of what I was trying to create, I wanted this to be a resource for sharing all the interesting and helpful healing, thoughts, and things that have help me be the person I am becoming.  I have been a work in progress, and really was not confident enough to share the process because I did not feel like I had arrived at a place that would truly be helpful to others.  The truth is it is not about arriving it is the Journey.

My Journey is getting more and more interest these days, and I can look back and see how the beginning discoveries are still important resources I use to this day.  My main mentor, Dr. Wayne Dyer, was the catalyst that got me to start questioning myself as to who I truly am. I read his first books,  "Your Erroneous Zones" and "Pulling Your Own Strings" as a married mother of two, my marriage in question.  I was trying to find myself, and looking for a relationship with God that I resonated with in my heart.  That was when the real first steps were taken back in 1992.

There was something missing within me and I could not quite put my finger on it.  Love seemed illusive and vague. The love I had for my children, unconditional,  was never questioned, never any doubt there. The problem was me not feeling loved or unable to really feel I was lovable or was it my inability to receive love?  I lived in my head a lot, and not really good at expressing my feelings, because mainly they changed with the wind. I have kept things inside for most of my life, becoming my own therapist and reading everything I could get my hands on.

This is where I am beginning today, going back through some of the resources, books were my go to in the 90's basically the only choices I had.  Money to purchase all the high end things like retreats, spas, or workshops that would maybe have upped the progress a little faster was in short supply.

  However and whatever it takes to excavate our soul purpose,:  we all will get there by many different paths.  I am finally seeing the light after 28 years in and out of this tunnel, and I sure do hope it is not another train.!!!  Seriously,  Light and Love have always been there just waiting for me to awaken from the illusions I created so I could grow and expand in Divine Time.  This time the light is coming from within me and lighting the way.  I am excited to see where we are going!!

Healing Journey Beginnings